Turn of Events

Wow u wont believe it but about the trip that i was told i cannot go, well now i can! it was so unexpected i was shocked to be told this...now ive come to terms and the next step is...planning of the trip ! that means $$$ heeee..
I still cant get over the fact that i've been given permission to go....it is such a big leap forward.
Thank you mum and dad...i know it is not an easy decision for u.
yay!

11th June

i feel like my dreams have been smashed...i'm really upset...i've been so looking forward to this holiday, now its gone...what is there to look forward to..im really hanging for one..i dun want to upset my parents at the same time this is my life and i should be able to live it the way i want. i understand where they're coming from but pls allow me to explore a bit, the world's evolved and u gotta understand that things work diffrently nowadays...pls..
im so angry and upset...im stubborn but i do respect..i dun think theres much point going anymore, i dont think i can enjoy it and i'd prob do something that will upset them while there.
i wanna scream, but i know i wont...really am not happy.